I feel like I really owe you all an apology....
As you all know, I had spent an incredibly long time trying to improve my MBP performance, which has been fixed to a level far better than what it was when my issue started. Anyway, not the point. My point, that it was quite possible that you all couldn't (didn't) understand my posts.
From what I have learned a little while ago about me personally, could explain the communication issues on my end.
Unfortunately, it looks like I may be suffering from a form of the seizure, and it's so mild, I can actually work through the feeling. No, I don't thrash around, but yes, I know I am having an episode, and those around me know I am because they can observe my behavior.
I am not writing this to try to get sympathy, maybe someone who posts to these forums can relate and offer some sort of insight. (I am currently, looking into finding a new neurologist/neurosurgeon because the Doctor I normally saw retired a few months ago. I don't think you all would reply with "GO to the Doctor. I was just posting where I stand with getting help.)
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